That Phase

I came to a point where I needed solitude and just stop the machine of ‘thinking’ and ‘enjoying’ what they call ‘living’, I just wanted to lie in the grass and look at the clouds.
~ Jack Kerouac

I think I have reached the phase of my life whereby I have low tolerance of

As define by, nonsense is:

  1. words or language having little or no sense or meaning.
  2. conduct, action, etc., that is senseless, foolish, or absurd
  3. impudent, insubordinate, or otherwise objectionable behavior: 
  4. something absurd or fatuous
  5. anything of trifling importance or of little or no use

I just want to vanish into thin air and be in my little bubble, doing things that I love. Sometimes, I wonder what happened along history that made life so realistic, or at least that’s what happened to my surrounding. Is it really hard to balance between survival and doing the things that you love at the same time? Sometimes, I wonder how long more would I be able to stay in the corporate world. E.

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Chasing After Dreams

Have you ever have the sudden urge to quit your job right now and chase after your dreams? Have you ever felt so suffocated due to all the restrictions and boundaries that you wish just run away? Have you ever hope to drop everything that is on your hand now and do literally nothing?

I do. However, I didn’t have the courage to do any of those. There are too many things that are stopping me from chasing my dreams. I could only work towards it slowly.

“Only when you lose everything, then you will gain freedom.”

I wonder when would I have both the urge and courage to risk it all in exchange for freedom. Is freedom really that hard to seek for? What would you do if you are in my shoes? E.