Visual Diary x RWS


Visual Diary x Gastropod shell

That Phase

I came to a point where I needed solitude and just stop the machine of ‘thinking’ and ‘enjoying’ what they call ‘living’, I just wanted to lie in the grass and look at the clouds.
~ Jack Kerouac

I think I have reached the phase of my life whereby I have low tolerance of

As define by, nonsense is:

  1. words or language having little or no sense or meaning.
  2. conduct, action, etc., that is senseless, foolish, or absurd
  3. impudent, insubordinate, or otherwise objectionable behavior: 
  4. something absurd or fatuous
  5. anything of trifling importance or of little or no use

I just want to vanish into thin air and be in my little bubble, doing things that I love. Sometimes, I wonder what happened along history that made life so realistic, or at least that’s what happened to my surrounding. Is it really hard to balance between survival and doing the things that you love at the same time? Sometimes, I wonder how long more would I be able to stay in the corporate world. E.

(Credit of image)

Drowsy Drawings

Heya. I am down with flu and fever, so I am doing nothing and resting at home today. I am feeling very restless and drowsy right now, while I am typing this post. To be honest, it sucks to be sick on a weekend. There are so many things I want to do, but the energy is not there. Mind over body? It felt more like medication effects over body! I am so bored that I took out my iPad and started scribbling, but I have no idea what I am drawing.

I seriously have no idea what is this, but I think it can make a good header. 

I shall name this… Typhoon C, C represents colours and craziness.

Then, I was playing with the apps on my phone to see what type of design I could come out with. I went around my house, looking out of the windows and snapping photos. I am working around with the limitations and I managed to come out with these snaps.

Now that I am sick, I really wish to dissolve into the clouds. Let me soar into the sky, where it contend no worry, no pain, nothing. I just want my mind to be blank. I like this picture a lot! 

I lived in a concrete jungle. Even right now, while I am starring out of my window while typing, somehow I can only sense the coldness of this place despite the splashing colous. I am lucky to be here, but I wonder what’s missing.  

To be honest, I seriously have no idea what am I thinking or typing right now. My ideas are all over the place. I guessed the only thing I desperately want now is to recover from this illness! E.  

I’m back…

Heya! I am back. Well… the renovation at home is completed, but now I am busy with house chores. It’s just an excuse to stay away from my laptop. Nevertheless, I can’t resist the temptation to set up my laptop and blog.

To be honest, I am feeling tired these few days. Work has been draining quite an amount of my energy. Brain cells were killed during the process. I do not have the energy to think about “Cats in Crime” and other creative works. Inspiration comes in slow. That’s pretty much explain why “Cats in Crime” came to a halt. I do have a few more drawings yet to be digitalised. However, it is no longer a 365 days project. I will still try my best to draw as many as I can, because drawing keeps me sane.

Negative thoughts aside. The haze issue in Singapore is turning for the better. The PSI is below 100 now. However, I am looking forward to the day when the air is fresh again. Other than the haze, my life is pretty much filled up with activities. They are keeping me busy and happy. At the same time, I am planning a birthday getaway in September. I want to visit Hong Kong! I miss that place A LOT!

Alright… that’s all for now. Let’s hope I will be consistent in my updates. 🙂 E.



Time flies. In a blink of an eye, it’s the first of July. I felt that I have did nothing, but in fact, I have started doing several things like hitting the gym. I am taking things at my own pace now. It’s all about time management. I look forward to see what I can achieve at the end of this year. E.

Happy Birthday Meh Meh!

To my dearest Meh Meh, 

This year marks the 6th year of our friendship. To be exact, the duration doesn’t matter and it doesn’t feel that long. We went through different phrases together, from being 1X to 2X, sharing of our dark secrets to knowing each other family. No word can express my thanks to you for being there for me no matter what happens. I know I can count on you.

Now that we are at our own pace to achieving our own goals, I wish us success in the areas that we want to go into. Let’s help and inspire one another. We have all the time in the world to mark the milestones together.


Not one of the greatest drawing, but one that is dedicated specially for you.

PS: I will add more charms to your bracelet. 🙂

Glad that you got to meet me,
Estney. Meow.